Zarubina explained why 14 years old does not put a grave monument to her husband

After visiting the grave of her husband, the singer had a panic attack

Olga Zarubina storms the Superstar contest. Before agreeing to participate in the show, the star visited the grave of her late husband Vladimir. The star admitted that she had not been there since his death – for 14 years. There is no monument, no fence, no flowers on the grave of Zarubina’s husband. Olga first told MK why she didn’t ennoble the burial place of her beloved.

“I really haven’t been to the grave for 14 years, because I don’t go to the cemetery at all,” says Olga. “I have had a terrible fear of this place since childhood. Many people do not understand, they condemn me: “How is it that she does not come to her husband?” But like this! My aunt had exactly the same phobia – she was afraid of cemeteries, crosses, coffins. Apparently, this fear is inherent in our genetic level and is passed down from generation to generation. Therefore, I do not go to the grave, not only to my husband, but to no one at all. Not because I’m such a bad bitch and I’ve forgotten everyone. No, I’m just very afraid of everything related to this place.

“After I visited the cemetery with the film crew, I felt unwell,” the singer sighs. – I did not talk about it on the air, but the panic attacks began again.

It is very difficult to fight them.

Meanwhile, Olga assures that her husband’s grave is constantly looked after. She agreed with a person who performs all the necessary work year-round. And according to the law, she cannot erect a monument and a fence.

We have people who like to judge, condemn, give advice, but I really can’t put up a fence,” Olga continues. Because I don’t have the necessary paperwork. The grave is framed for his son, with whom I have lost contact. I have no right to do anything on the grave of Vladimir. And why the son does not install anything, I do not know. He probably has some reason for this.

According to Olga, she still has a connection with her late husband. He regularly visits her in her dreams.

“Recently, I dreamed several times,” says Olga. “He came right after visiting the cemetery. Didn’t say anything. We were just together for a while, and then he left.